Everybody's Fool by Evanescence

wonders if anyone noes how i'm really feeling.. i may look normal.. as in.. smiling or wat lah... but anyone noes if i'm stressed up? or watever i'm really feeling at that moment?

feeling really stressed up these days... mostly its bcos of work.. heck.. i'm accumulating 10 rolls of D/Os ard my desk... n i dun have time to file them.. n.. next week's reporting period (again..) most prob i wun be touching those D/Os till mid may!!! *eyes wide open..* n i keep getting MISCELLANEOUS work to do... stupid procedure.. y change until so messy... stick wit the old one... jus for the seek of reducing risk.. gotta add so much extra work of double checking n getting approval b4 applying.. wat if no one's ARD!! like today... grr...

everything nicole do... [-_-||] i got my own work to do leh... n my back's killing me like dunno wat... heck... think i'll bring tis template n sit on it over the weekend...

i'm VERY stressed.. n i think i'll do something stupid which i hadnt been doing to destress.. will it work anot.. i dunno.. argh... kill me~~~

ahh.. dun treat me like a backup plan can.. confirm = confirm.. dun sit on the fence... very sianz of being substitutes jus cos u cant get someone else out.. zZZzZzz.. i rather play ball wit parker.. i'm too lazy to argue.. throat hurts when i tok a bit louder n oso.. i got no energy to tok louder.. so... i'm keeping quiet.. (dats y u ppl always complain i mumble..)try dealing wit an old colleague who's a bit bad at hearing n where u gotta repeat everything u say.. ahhhh.. dun get me repeating anymore k.. bo lak liao..

ohh dat aside... i bought iHP-120 yest.. heart break..account drop again.. haiz.. but it has a super cool upload system which transfers in secs.. woah ho~~ i'll rip those cds i have tonite bah.. still figuring out the controls thou.. most of the shops outta stock liao.. it was the last piece~~ but not display piece so alrite lah.. thou i think the black iHP-100 is nicer..

sheez.. my colleague jus walked past.. asking me if coming back tmr.. i was like..FOR WAT???? he walk off giggling liao~~~ [-_-||] nah.. i'm over-stressed wit a bad back.. getting cranky.. is tis how working adults r suppose to feel??? I DUN WANT~~ FYI its not PMS ok.. hmmmm....